Lost keys….

They say the key to any relationship…friends, family, or otherwise…is communication.

They say to the key to a healthy body is exercising and eating right.

They say the key to a happy soul is giving.

They say the key to a happy mind is to keep learning new things, and be aware of what makes you happy…..

Shit. I’m fucked.

There are other keys to life and happiness, those are just off the top of my head. But I seem to have lost the whole damn keyring sometimes.

But…..wait…before you stop reading…there’s more to this post than whining this time, I swear.

Things I do have…


Self-love (get your mind out of the gutter, you pervs)

My animals (even though they drive me nuts sometimes)

and family…of which I am blessed with 3 kinds now…blood, online, and now work.

Yeah, ya fuckers, I consider ya family, and once you’re in…it’s almost impossible to get out.

It’s been a b.s. kind of day, but dammit, I think I mighta been able to dust my shine off a lil bit lately. There are glimmers here and there of that old spark today…and I’m loving it.

Maybe it’s the slightly warmer weather, maybe it’s just my mind playing tricks on me…maybe it’s Maybelline, who freakin’ knows….all I know is I feel more positive today for some damn reason, and I’m not questioning it.

I’m not sayin that thing are better…but I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again. My bounce-back game has always been strong, and shit rolls off my back more easily today.

Maybe….just maybe, it was someone in my dysfunctional online family telling me to let others fuck off, I know my worth, and don’t let anyone tell me different. It’s nice to know that someone values me and my opinions. It’s just a damn shame to know that the person that should value them most (other than me) doesn’t.

Does that bother me?

Meh, not today at least. Tomorrow is a different day…things might vary…but from now on, my main key to everything is gonna be back to those damn baby steps…one minute, one hour, one day at a time. From now on, little victories are gonna matter more, and even the big losses aren’t gonna matter as much.

Song of the day: Stuck in my head all day….

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